Archive for April, 2009

Shoulders of giants, etc…

Sunday, April 12th, 2009

I am hoping to write my dissertation on something having to do with copyright/ownership of ideas. I’m not sure exactly how it will all shake out yet. One thing I’m really interested in is unconscious plagiarism. Anyways, the April 6th edition of The Nation has a perfect example of the kind of thinking about originality that baffles me. It’s from a review/interview of a poet about her latest book.

In honor of my point, I’ll quote directly:

Howe admits to being lonely in the Eng-
lish department at the University of Cali-
fornia, San Diego, where she was offered
her first permanent teaching job in the late
1980s. “It was a time of strange contradic-
tions, when people who loved literature were
considered reactionary and people who de-
spised it were in the vanguard.” She gently
rejects certain experimental processes like
appropriation. Any poet wary of the vogue
for borrowed language, not to mention
computer generated poems, will relate to
her helpless conviction that “perhaps I am
only being summoned by my nameless vo-
cation to engender the words I use out of my
own body and not to seek them elsewhere.”

Okay, so far the poet in question has “politely” denounced the more experimental forays of her own colleagues. This I can kind of understand. It can be weird and annoying when people are doing work that is different from your own vision of a discipline. There is value in the old and standard, and it is definitely frustrating and potentially dangerous when people think something is better just because it is new. Still, the part that drives me insane about her supposed thoughtful, “polite”, position is what she says/does in the text immediately following this statement against “appropriation” and those darned experimental whippersnappers:

In A Wedding Dress she [Howe] had quoted the theo-
logian Johann Metz on the damage that can
be incurred by our obsession with informa-
tion: “One finally experiences oneself as a
kind of newspaper–so many headings, so
many items jumbled together with no con-
nection that bears witness to our transcen-
dental part.”

I’m telling you, there is not even a paragraph break between her invocation of anothers words and her rejection of techniques that use anothers words. So this woman who is disdainful (and, I bet, fearful) of the very idea of admitting that we build off of the work of others, or allowing that creative work could come from doing so, is, in her newly published book, quoting someone else in order to even find a way to speak about what bothers her. This transcendental whatever that she is searching for that is somehow lost if we, heck, I don’t know, admit that there are other people thinking, feeling, and creating in the world whose work might BEAR ON OUR OWN. Whose work we might even OWE our own to. I mean, we might even, say QUOTE these people.

This doesn’t mean that people can’t be original — daringly, beautifully, perhaps even transcendentally so — but lets at least call a spade a spade. We write with words that others have written. Putting someone elses words in quotation marks is maybe an attempt to cordon off what “belongs” to another thinker, but when we use it, we’re making it our own in some way, we’re drawing on it and speaking to it and hoping we don’t completely muck up the message and the point of whatever someone else is trying to do, or maybe we do and maybe that’s the point. If we’re good scholars, I bet we’re nervous, because we see something as belonging in some ways to someone else, and we know how much what we think and write can mean, and we just hope we’re doing it justice with benefit of context.

I don’t have a problem with wanting to speak to something personal and real and feel that that language is your own, but the idea that words don’t bring with them what they’ve said before, even the idea that a person can say something totally new (”engender the words I use out of my own body”) just doesn’t make sense to me.

And does “obsession with information” translate to “evil internet”? Because, sure, the internet has a lot of issues, but it didn’t come along and take a bunch of good people and make them evil. And it didn’t all of the sudden create more information than there was before, to my mind. It’s different, but its still part of the same somehow. Go ahead and watch gossip spread through a middle school lunch room. Then say that information is hard to come by. Or that words that others have said can’t matter when we make them our own.

To be fair, I’m probably twisting some of what is being said in this interview because of the way it spoke to my own interests and concerns. But, that kind of makes my point, too.

Ugh. Rant over. Sorry. I still managed not to curse, but my head hurts. (I realize this was a totally strange thing to go off about. My next post will be about happy easter craft projects. Also, does anyone know the rules for when you leave punctuation outside quotation marks? Thanks.)

Brain Harvest T-shirts!

Saturday, April 11th, 2009

Woo! Brain Harvest AND unicorns!!! What could be better?

Well, actually, teeny-tiny Brain Harvest stories printed on the back of my unicorn t-shirt would be better. But still. I’ll settle.

Brain Trust

Two Thirds of the Brain Trust attempt to open a bottle of lambic…

The Gang’s All Here…

Friday, April 10th, 2009

…which is what I wrote on my Facebook wall to signal the fact that my mom has joined Facebook! That’s the whole family, now. I’m not sure what that says about technology or family or anything. But she already has like 20 friends, which I believe is way more than I had before I joined Facebook.

In the spirit of on-line family time, I have also added a new page to the site. It’s called If My Brother Ruled the World. Check it out on the sidebar under “Pages”. Or, you know, use that nifty little link I gave you right there….

Brian's turn.

 Brian

I’ll let you guess which one he is.

The hint of spring we’re getting (when it isn’t snowing) combined with impending paper-writing has sent me in to a house-cleaning and decorating frenzy. Pictures and more posts soon!

Currently Failing

Wednesday, April 8th, 2009

I am not having a good day. I’ll get over it. But I just wanted to let you all know that I will not be leaving the house again today if I can help it.

1) Glass in bagels. See previous post.

2) Computer error caused me to spend two hours on campus scanning an article I already scanned.

3) Run in to Lizzy on campus. She convinces me I will probably die because I ate one of the bagels before I noticed the glass. Comforts me after I panic by saying I might NOT die because her dog ate a crystal dish once and didn’t die til later. Of something else.

4) Nikki runs in to me and Lizzy. Hears glass story. Tells me I will die of internal bleeding. Returns to class.

5) Waste time on internet researching ways I might die. Briefly calmed down by Eden.

6) Boiling water meant for coffee magically bursts out of teakettle instead of pouring over coffee grounds. Still manages to splash through coffee grounds on its way to ALL OVER THE KITCHEN. So instead of just boiling water, kitchen covered in coffee sludge.

7) Following coffee incident, I clean the kitchen only to somehow FAIL to lift egg carton correctly while making lunch. Two eggs fall out and smash on to floor. The rest crack.

8 )

I leave eight blank. Please eight, if I crawl into bed and don’t come out til at least midnight, will you NOT happen?

Good News and Bad News

Wednesday, April 8th, 2009

Well, the bad news is, I just blew up the lightbulb in my oven. It sounded not unlike what I imagine a gunshot would sound like. And none of the neighbors, not even the especially nosy ones, came running to see if I was okay.

Granted, it’s 2 a.m.

But still.

The good news is, this little disaster was all in the name of BAGELS! I had the oven set at 500 degrees to heat while I boiled the bagels. I just bought a spray bottle the other day for Lila (to keep her from jumping up. Not so she can cool off. Note the lack of opposable thumbs.) and I figured I’d be all fancy and spray water into the oven instead of using ice cubes (for the non-bakers (and detail oriented writers (oh, parentheses within parentheses!))you do this to create steam which helps the bread to rise.)

I hit the lightbulb with the first shot.

Anyways, the bagels. Here’s the pot with water and barley malt for boiling them…

IMG_0864

Here’s the bagels. I found a few small pieces of glass on two of them. :( Does this mean I should reconsider eating them? They smell realllllllly good. What a baking FAIL.

IMG_0866

Thanks to Pat for making the first part of the bagel project. That part went fine!! :)

(Oh, and Eden, I took this picture for you:

IMG_0858

Ha! Pictures in Parentheses!)

Picture-Heavy Post

Sunday, April 5th, 2009

I had a bit of what I’m going to call an out of body experience tonight. I was driving over to the Clarimont Campus to go to the gym, and it was only as I pulled in to the parking garage that I really realized that I had lost the fight I had been having with myself about how I didn’t want to go to the gym, maybe I didn’t need to go to the gym, after all I danced for about 30 pretty energetic seconds on monday, and my feet hurt . . . *poof* GYM.

Writing is often like that, too.

Anyways, there is a reason it’s a good thing I ended up at the gym. Last saturday, I gave a paper in my philosophy class (a seminar on William James), and it was about James and Fechner. Fechner was a psychologist, as was James, so I feel all warm and fuzzy about him, and I opened the paper by saying that I have always associated Fechner with cupcakes. Because a lot of psychologists consider Fechner to be the founder of the modern discipline, and he pinpoints his epiphany to a specific day (October 22nd, 1850 to be exact.) Voila! Psychology birthday! (There are an awful lot of onomatopeia type magic words in this post, I realize.)


Cookie Picture for Blog

I’ve been doing a lot of food and kid-themed school projects lately.

Nikki is becoming concerned that I am regressing.

Eden says, “When are you not regressing?”

Peter Pan Screen Grab for Blog

[At this point my computer froze because Wordpress is apparently having issues including links in blog posts. You have thus been saved about three paragraphs of witty cupcake repartee and I now commence with the cupcake pictures with little comment. Lucky you.]

Cookie Dough Cupcakes by The Cake Mix Doctor

(http://www.cakemixdoctor.com/recipes/what_kind/cupcakes/cookie_dough_cupcakes_as_seen.php)

Here is the bright yellow batter. That I did not spill…

Yellow Batter I Did Not Spill

Here they are ready to go in the oven…

IMG_0819

Here they are just out of the oven. Some of them collapsed and had to be doctored with chocolate icing…

IMG_0824

Here’s the gooey cookie dough center…

IMG_0823

And the final product!!

IMG_0828

They were such a hit that I made a double batch for Lizzy’s birthday party. It turned out they were fairly unnecessary because Lizzy, awesomest party hoster ever, had candy or derbs (I don’t feel like looking up how to spell that word corrrectly. You of course know what I mean.)

Whoa! There is cookie dough in there!


Lizzy was surprised there was cookie dough in the cupcakes!

Happy Cupcake Smiles

No one in this picture is named Sarah.

Everyone loves cupcakes!

Everyone loves cupcakes.

Look at JP smirking behind his drink.

He’s not immune.

He would later enjoy a cupcake.

Elizabeth and Cupcake Joy

Elizabeth is rarely this cheerful.